ok, so obviously that last post was, well, interesting. im thinking about closing the blog. i never wanted to change that way i thought. it was really only to help me figure out if i was gay, and to get advice on certain things, never how i thought. go ahead, call me a child and say im running away from my problems. well to me, there not problems. no hard feelings guys. i havent decided for sure that im gona, but i might as early as tonight. i love you guys, no matter what i say. i really do. if you guys wana keep in touch after i posibly close the blog, write down my email.
if you guys still wana talk about the last post, please tell me things like:
a) how my parents are controlling my emotions
b) what im saying that makes me sound so childish
c) idk anything else haha
Peace guys
And So It Goes (2014)
9 years ago
11 comments:
OK, here's a question, Peter... Have you been honest with us ??? tman
when? yes i've been honest with you. the problem is, i've shown you guys my true, inside, feelings. my outside isent like that at all
what's different about your outside??
my outside is loving, caring, and helpful.
So, really, you would never put any of my advice to use... You have no intention of trying to grow beyond where you are?? You just like to what... irritate us with your philosophy, which is what, by the way?? Isn't that what this blog was about?? Do you know what philosophy implies?? You know, like growing in knowledge, and changing as you learn and digest other ideas?? Was it all just bullsh*t?? tman
no, Tman, it wasent. thats the side of me that only my family and my closest friends know. the side of me that i only show people that i know wont leave me. thats the real me. im sorry i trusted you guys with that knowledge.
and my philosophy on what? you dont just have one philosophy.
and im sorry if you think im irritating. i cant help that.
why are you sorry?? Because we don't agree with the notion that you don't have any intention of changing?? Would it be better if we spent all our time bs'ing you?? IDK... something's not right here... why did I spend all that time trying to give you the help and support you said you wanted?? Any thoughts on that?? Are you sorry I did?? How do you think that should make ME feel?? I got lots of questions, and I don't have answers... tell me...tman
Tman, email me. i gota go right now, but look, i wouldent wait your time. im not that mean. ill get back to you when i get home.
Peace.
PS followers that dont hate me, wish me luck on my driving
Good luck Spys on the driving today. I hope you pass. But don't drive like that one car you showed us. lol. Hugs JJ
Spys
I said earlier today that I hoped to comment on your "Control" post, and I still do. However, it's been a long day, I'm tired, and I can't get my thoughts to focus.
I don't hate you, and I don't think tman or any of your other followers hate you. Rather, we're concerned about you: we see that you have an approach to life and people that we think will not serve you well, and consequently, yes, we want to change the way you think. You've said that you're "gifted", i.e. intelligent. I would like to think that means you're open to new ways of thinking.
More on this tomorrow, or perhaps on Saturday, if you're still here. I want to re-read all that's been said in the last 24 hours, to make sure I'm on-topic, so I'd be very grateful if you don't delete the blog.
Take care
Mark
JJ thanks man, really appreciate it
Mark, ill give you guys a good long warning before i do anything.
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