hey guys, you dont know how good it feels to come online and see some old friends, as well as some new ones, actually care about me.
i was sure i was going to close my blog today. i could only dwell on the bad things the blog has done for me. its made me do things i dont like to do to myself, that i thought i left in the past. its made me cry so much. but, i think its helped me change a little, in a very good way.
i've been treating my mom better, which i dont think would have happened without the blog. i've excepted myself. i've told people. i've gained confidence.
even if no more comes from this blog, the hope that more will come keeps me going.
im not closing. it may take me a night or 2 to do things like reply to emials, or comments, but its just a short break for me to think about how i can improve my life.
things to expect in the future: talking about my job, my sleep over with Andrew, and my sleepover with Peter tomorrow night.
i need to give you guys a special thanks for supporting me. you dont know how much it means.
Peace!!!
And So It Goes (2014)
9 years ago
5 comments:
good night, kid... luv, tman<3
Never posted on your blog before but as a fellow sublime fan, I will say if you ever need someone to talk give me a ring
Hi there, Spys
I hope you're sleeping well, and I look forward to what you want to tell us.
All the good things come from you, Spys: maybe the blog gives you the push, or makes you decide, but you are the one that does them. And the fact that you want to do them is the thing that gives me hope.
*hugs*
Mark
I would like to talk you if you wanted to as well Spys, i just dont want to pulicly advertise my email address.
I dont know if you talk to tman outside the blog, but if you do, he has my email address, feel free :)
Rowan
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