ok, so ill finish my trip tommarow.
today i went with Sara to a local coffee shop. it was cool. an old friend of both of ours works there. it was just awkward though cuz we hadent talked in 2 years. then we exchanged stories of our night. she went to a party with Patrick and a few of our other friends while i was at the bonfire. apparentaly she did stuff with Patrick. not gona say what for her privicy. then we went back to her house and hung outside, chilled, and played basketball. it was cool. i almost told her i was bi. idk if i am though. i deffinatly like guys, and dont like a whole lot of girls, but i wana marry a girl and have kids. idk... maybe i will tell her tonight.
btw, on the side im putting a list of my friends. its hard for me to keep track because the names i give them are not there real names, so it'll be like a referance chart for me haha
Peace!!!
PS just cought up on all your comments from my "tweets" while i was on the trip. thanks for all your nice comments!!!
And So It Goes (2014)
9 years ago
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oh yeah... I just noticed the list!! lol Well, I do sort of the same thing on my blog, altho, many of the names are real because the things I talk about, happened a long time ago, so I figure an adult can handle the truth, even if someone figures out who Matt is ...(me, of course, but none of my family or friends knows about my blog!!) ha!
I know what you mean about kids and marriage, kid!! For a long time, I thought about marrying someone and having children of my own.... I love kids, I really do, but, I realized that it would be the most dishonest and evil thing to do to a wife, and to the kids that could someday find out about the 'secret' that their father hid... I just couldn't bear to do that to anyone... So, my kids have become the children that I mentored for many years, my precious Godchildren, nieces and nephews, and the kids that come and go from my life here and there...
I feel blessed to have all of that in my life, and I have to say, that I have rarely felt lonely and have ALWAYS felt a purpose and direction in my life... God has been good to me!! lol luv, tman<3
im glad you have God Tman. i think its a little early for me to day i want to get marryed but its not bad for me to atleast think about. im goen to bed now. Peace!
sleep tight little guy!! luv, tman<3
Hi there, Spys
Welcome back! It's good to have you able to read and reply to our comments again. I'll try to follow up to your posts since you got back, but I'm visiting my parents today, so it won't happen until at least 10pm UK time.
Take care
Mark
thanks Tman =) and Mark =) have fun at your parents!!! Peace!
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