ok, hey guys! im back (yay) haha. this post is gona be about the bonfire because well:
A) i want the tension to build a little more before i tell you guys all of my trip
B)im tired/stoned and its hard for me to type
so i was invited to a bonfire for tonight at 7. i said yeah but i was gona be late. i got there at 8:30 and it was freezing without a fire. sat down and met a bunch of people. i knew maybe 5/18 kids. i walked up there with Andrew btw. 3 people were smoking black and milds (i sorta cigar). my friend offered me a hit. i said no cuz i had never done it before. then when i was walking away to my house to put sweatpants on, he cought up to me and offered again. i told him why i dident before, but then decided to try it. i took 2 hits. it was nice haha. then when we were coming back, i took another hit, and then a last when we got to the fire pit (that the fire was not yet lit in).
i met some more people, took a thing of snuss and enjoyed that for an hour. then just talked for a while. then a few people went to taco bell and picked some stuff up. it was just a really chill time for me. cool meating some new people. Andrew left early, but then another kid, Keven came. i kinda knew him. he's a junnior. he's really cute.
then i left at maybe 12:30. came home and smoked some pot. i like it alone aloth better then with other people. now im just updating you guys for now. goen to bed soon. night! Peace!!!
And So It Goes (2014)
9 years ago
6 comments:
glad you're back, kid, but I have to tell you that I'm no fan of pot or other drugs, in fact, I am against this kind of activity since I have seen the huge downside that comes from drug usage in a young guy's life...
Life is full of challenges that are not easily met sometimes, even with a clear mind... When you add mind numbing substances to the mix, you greatly increase the probability that the small problems become large ones and the large ones become unsolvable ones... I've seen it time and time again; it starts as a way to bond with some friends, or just have a little 'fun', and eventually becomes a weekend, then a daily habit, while the world goes by, and all the good things that can bring you happiness become unimportant...
If this sounds like a lecture, I won't apologize, maybe it is... I know that young guys experiment, I was your age once, in fact, it feels like yesterday!! Time waits for NO man, I kid you not... If you're going to experiment, do it with other things... You would literally be better off working in a factory that makes stuff out of asbestos, than playing around with this kind of shit...
I'm telling you this, because I care about you, but I know that you will have to make these decisions for yourself.... Bottom line- If you want to be happy, don't fu*k up your life with drugs!! They will take you down a snake hole, where possible becomes impossible and happiness is twisted into sadness... luv, tman<3 hugs...
hey Tman, i know not alot of people are fans of drugs, and im not eather. i know what i am doing and have done resirch. i only mess with pot, tobaco (which im stopping [and no, im not addicted]), and alchohol. none of them are habits. i do them on special occations. i would never mess with any illigal drugs besides thoes. i know people die from drugs, infact, a girl i knew died of a harowin overdose, and i know people who die from acid all the time.
i posted this because its what happened. im not gona eddit the posts because people dont like them. im just posting what happened. the thing that alot of people dont know is my parents smoked pot until my sister was 2. i wasent born yet, but sence the divorce came up, i've been hearing all of the shit they did. alot of stuff they have done, im never gona do. i wont go into specifics for there sake, but i do have control, and you cant be addicted when you have control.
also, i know some of the stuff i wrote may piss you off, but Tman, i really do value your oppinions and comments alot! please dont let what i said stop you from reading. im really glad you do read and comment. Peace!!!
I won't stop commenting, kid... I think you know that I care about you, so, you'll have to keep an open mind, like I will with you, and I hope you will learn something from my experiences that will help you to find happiness in your life, and help you avoid the bad mistakes that can take away that happiness...
I just spent 2 hours writing the latest post @ my blog, and I have to get outside- it's absolutely beautiful here... I'll be back later to read the latest... I can't wait to read about your adventures!! I've been waiting ALL week!! lol Oh, and no, I want you to be honest with your posts... I don't believe in censoring them, just because you want to please someone... Forgive me for my fatherly attitude... That's just the way I am!!! luv, tman<3
thanks Tman, its good to know i have atleast 2 reliable commenters. and ill try to learn, but i kinda feel i have to make mistakes for myself too. and i read your post! was that true? its great out here too. haha maybe we live close. and thank you for the fatherly attitude. i need that sometimes. its had when you have parents who cant disapline. both them know i drink and never do a thing. they dont even tell me not to, well my mom did once but thats it. idk... maybe ill post bout that after all my trips adventures! haha Peace!!!
hey kid... yeah, the stories I publish are pretty much autobiographical, although I sometimes use different names... The actual events are true though, and I post them for various reasons that will slowly become apparent as time goes on... I have wanted, for a long time, to leave a sort of record for the young people that are in my life, or that will someday read these stories, so that they will see the struggle that all of us face, trying to grow up and live in a world that may not accept us as we are...
I know that a lot of kids feel like they are all alone, because they are gay... I felt that way myself, even though I grew up in a close family, with 6 other brothers and sisters... These stories are a recounting of my youth, and my gift to all of you who feel or have felt that way... And, to remind you, that you are not alone! luv, tman<3<3<3
thanks Tman =) Peace!!!
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