hey guys! so its been a WHILE. not cool. sorry. but i feel like this will be a good post so... yeah ill get to it =)
well my camera! im so excited. i have a Nikon D3000. now i wasent expecting it, but my dad got it for me for my birthday. iv taken some cool pictures, but none that i want to post yet. ill post when i find some that will do the camera and i justice haha
so my friend came out to me the other day. not as gay, but as bi. i was driving him home from lunch after school, and he was like are you bi? i said no. he said i gave off the bi vibe, then later, he was just like you know im bi right? i was like no, but id believe it, and later i was like dont worry, ill keep your secret. never told him im gay.
i really wanted to, so i could feel less alone, and same for him, but i was talking to my friend later who brought to my attention that he could be into me. she was right. it was that awkward crush feeling. im not into him. nothing against him, but hes too comical for me. i want someone more serious.
i also went off roading last weekend. it was crazy cuz i wasent driving, and it was in a development, so i knew cops could show up at any time.
i also figured out im a dick to some of my friends because of how much i want there lives. kinda weird, but now that i realize it, im changing it so i guess thats good.
cant think of anything else right now. sorry guys!
Peace!!!
And So It Goes (2014)
9 years ago
5 comments:
Peter!!! Why didn't you tell him? You don't have to date him, just because you like guys! Argg!! I think every chance you have to share your feelings with someone is really special... It might be a little awkward if he asked you out after you told him, but there are nice ways of saying that you're not attracted to him that way... Tell him you have strict rules about dating friends, if it comes to that! Oh well, at least he shared that with you...
That's really exciting about the camera!! Good for you! I wish I had the extra money to put towards a really nice camera right now, but alas, there are other things I need first! I hope you have a great time with it!!
Be careful with the off road stuff! If you're going to do donuts and stupid stuff like that, make sure there are no trees or other major things to run into! Passenger cars aren't designed for impacts like that, and someone could end up seriously injured or dead... And, don't do it in your car. It's real easy to wreck a lot of things on a car that way. Believe me! I don't have time to tell the stories right now, but lets just say, 'I've been there, and done that!' ;P luv, U.T.<3
I bet it took him a lot of guts to speak to you about being bi.
Was it cruel of you not to respect his confidence and his judgement by saying you were bi or gay too? It might have meant the world to him. I bet he'd been plucking up courage to speak about it to you for weeks.
I really agree with tman and think you should retain the compliment with your friend and have the guts to speak to him gently if he really does come on to you in a way that's beyond what you want.
I somehow doubt you have to many gay and bi friends that you should be turning them away.
Oh and can't wait to see the pics!
OOOO, nice camera! Can't wait to see some pics, but I know what you mean about doing it and you justice. One thing is for sure, get it out of Full Auto. Learn to shoot in Manual. You'll be glad you did!
http://www.magazines.com/product/popular-photography?afd_number=3823&gclid=CI_Hzr-2wKcCFcZw5Qodbkn-AA
http://www.magazines.com/product/outdoor-photographer
Those are two great mags that can help you learn.
As to your friend. It's too bad you didn't feel comfortable coming out to him. I can't "condemn" you, cause I've been there, too. It's not easy. But I do think in my case at least, that if a friend were to come out to me, I think I'd now be able to tell him (or her), too. But I know where you are in your life, so it might be more difficult.
I LOVE OFF ROADING!!! Had a monster truck for a few years! LOVED it!!! I've driven 4x4's for all but 9 years since 1977. I need to find some pics from my 3rd 4x4 that are really neat! Thanks for the reminder.
Peace <3
Jay
Tman, honestly, it would have been so awkward if i told him cuz we were stuck in the car for like 20 more minuets so... yeah haha
and trust me, i would never in my car. my little turbo was built for roads only, and im gona try and keep it that way.
Micky, im not discrediting him in any way, but for you to say its cruel is honistly too far. it wasent cruel. why should i be expected to come out to somone im not fuly comfortable with? if i get to know him better, and im ready, ill tell him, but no sooner. and i never turned him away, in a friend ship or more serious way. if i dont want a relationship with him, im not gona have one just because he likes my sex. just dosent make sence.
i hope you arent taking this personaly, no disrespect jsut because we disagree
Jay, thanks! i keep it in manual for the most part. iv taken some pictures of my self in auto though because its just easier.
ill look into the mags too!!!
monster truck? wow haha thats sweet.
Peace!!!
It's the land we live in - Mr. Nikon. The biggest reason we don't "come out", is because of fear. Fear people will hate us. Fear of rejection. And last, but not least, the fear of getting the crap beat out of us (I got a broken nose at 14, because I was "acting girly"). At least you were honest in saying "no" to whether you were "bi" or not. Nothing like a technicality to make things right.
The D3000 is a "newbie". Should have the 18 to 55 MM zoom lens with it. The autofocus motor is in the lens - so all the latest lenses can be used with it. Now to get that 55 to 200 MM zoom lens ($265.00 at WalMart). That'll pretty much cover most shooting requirements. Can't wait to see your first publications in TUMBLR. Good luck....
"BZ"............... "FOGGY" .............
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