im flipping out over my computer. i still have 2 months of warenty left if need be, but i wana fix the peace of shit... i dont think thats the right peace. are there 2 peaces?
anyway, i keep getting the BSOD with different STOP codes... makes no sence. i have my recovery disc's too, but cant even get to a point where id be able to boot them. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
now my dads gf is comin over to make us some crab dip, maranara, and "we can make cookies, and snuggle" ELF
idk what to think about that.
oh last night! wtf... so my friend and i went to pick up a 12 pack, and on our way there, we almost died. well not really but whatev. my friend goes "they dont trap here, speed up" so now im going 40 on a 15 turn, hit a patch of ice, spun purpindicular to the road, then headed for a sigh, quick right, carlength away from a car at a stop sighn, then i finaly hit pavment, and stoped. holy shit my hearts still racing today hahaha. i learned my leason, or acouple of them. dont speed, dont speed in the winter, dont speed around turns, dont listen to your idiot friends haha
then we get home, and Peter comes over. we had a good time hangin out. dicked around until like 2. then we start calling people. somhow we get from calling 2 girls, to calling a guy we all know but havent seen in atleast 2 year, well turns out this guy is sleeping at a kids house thats a 4 minuet drive away. there like lets go, your driving. i was like wait, its not happening. my cars in the garage and my mom sleeps right under the garage. its not happenin. they put up a fit and i was like no. well both these guys know i have anxiety and they were like if it was at one of our houses you know youd be down, which is true, but i still said no. then they decided they were going to jog over to the 2 girls, which is a 15 minuet car ride. its now like 330. i was like you guys have fun, im goin to bed, so i did haha
they left and were back at 4. that was my night. no turtle =( once i can legaly drive people i told them were getin a fricken turtle.
so the theropist... i dont like telling straight guys im gay... it just never seemed like a good idea. but now i wana tell him, but i hate the steriotypes that go along with it. he'll get the wrong idea about me. he'll think im in an all guys school because im a perv. look id rather go to a public school, but my parents wont let me. idk... hopefully it'll come out at some point.
alright, that was long haha im energetic for some reason. wish me luck with my dumb computer =P
Peace!!!
And So It Goes (2014)
9 years ago
8 comments:
good God kid!! Now you got me all worried about you again.. WTF are you doing, driving around with friends in your car?? Isn't there a law in your state, like mine, that prohibits that in the first year of your license?? If there isn't, there should be!! Just look at the close call you had!! That's EXACTLY why the law was put into effect here! Now, you might get upset reading this, but, I don't care!! I'd rather you be mad at me, but alive, than happy because I say nothing... You are not ready to be driving a car with kids your own age as passengers, Peter...
I haven't said much about your driving skill, but, now I have to... It appears to me, that you are a below average driver... You have had FAR to many close calls and outright crazy things happen that indicate a lack of control and judgement behind the wheel-- you REALLY need to get much more experience w/o ANY distraction in the car with you!! AND, there is NO way that you should be on the roads if there is even a hint of bad weather!!
Sweetheart, I don't want you to think that this is a personal attack- it's not!! But, you really need to do things differently, before something really bad happens to you in your car. I'm glad you resisted the whole 2 A.M. thing- that was a mature decision-- your friends seem a little immature, which is par for the course, at your age, but, it's one thing to have fun, doing stupid stuff, and, quite another thing to get behind the wheel of a big hunk of metal and endanger yourself and others that might be in your path!! Please take heed- I don't want to be hearing that you died in an avoidable accident. That would break my heart...luv, tman<3
Grrrr yourself...this time I'm with tman! FFS SPYS! DO NOT DIE ON US! Use that noggin! And one out of three or four times is not often enough, it's the other 2 or 3 that wind up hurting you.
As far as the therapist goes, he's not going to stereotype you. Therapists (at least good ones) avoid that at all costs. You going to an all boys school won't make him think you're perving on them. Come out if you think it's relevant to you sorting out the things you are sorting out with him. But honestly, the more he knows about you, the more he can help you find your solutions.
As for the computer...you should be able to boot to the BIOS (on Dells, it's F2 as you power it up, hit it a few times) or boot to a Boot Menu (again, on Dells - I deal with 30,000 of them, so it's the only one I know well), it's F12, then you can boot to the restore disks which should be bootable in and of themselves...shoot me an email if you need more help...if I know the make/model, I can ask around and see if I can find the boot menu keystrokes.
PLEASE MAKE GOOD DECISIONS!!!! Here in VA, you get caught driving people when you aren't allowed, and you lose your license for up to the day you turn 18!
Peace <3
Jay
Hi there, Spys
Taking some of your points in order (otherwise I'll lose track of what I want to say)...
"Peace": yes, there are two words:
- peace, meaning calm, quiet, the opposite of war
- piece, meaning a part of some larger whole, e.g. "a piece of a jigsaw puzzle".
I think the one you wanted was "piece".
Your computer: I'll leave this to you and Jay to deal with - I'm out of my depth. Best of luck!
Driving: I think from what you've said that you have learnt your lesson on this; I'm glad that it involved nothing worse than it did. PLEASE be careful: I would hate to lose you.
Coming out to your therapist: if he's doing his job properly, then he, more than almost anyone else, should reject all the stereotypes. For him, your sexuality should just be another aspect of your personality, one which may help guide him in his work with you. He should be aware that you go to the school you do because your parents have chosen to send you there, not for any other reason.
Take care
Mark
Tman, im not mad, i understand your concern is for my better interest, therefor i cant be mad, but i can disagree. i believe that the fact that i avoided all colisions shows that i am atleast an average driver. this car mishap is also not related to any of my others. so im glad you care about me, but i do disagree with the fact that im a "below average" driver. grantit there is a law i broke, and for that i accept my fault.
Jay, your right, he, and others, shouldent think of steryotypes, but it dosent mean he cant/wont, so of course i have convern.
im not that amazing with computers, and have no clue what the BIOS is, but i hear it all the time so you should expect an email from me haha. and here if i get caught, i loose my licens for a month.
Mark, thanks for that "piece" of info =P
sorry for you section of my comments short hahaha i just already covered everything.
Peace!
Well, the description of your level of expertise isn't what's important to me, your life is... So, please be careful... I have to tell you tho, Peter, in my experience with my nephews/Godchildren/myself, and the kids that I mentored as a gauge, I can't remember any of them having so many close calls or little 'distraction' accidents as you. And, that's after a far longer track record, on top of it...That's what worries me!! luv, tman<3
iv only had 3 hahaha and the way i look at it is i was getting them over with early =P
OMG!!! THREE?!?!?! Already?!?!?! But maybe that's good (no, it's not!).
Now I get to chime in...you've reminded me. I made it 2 years before I had an accident. Go read what happens when you pen "it" up for 2 years: http://jayinva.blogspot.com/2010/09/country-squire-includes-picture.html
Peace <3
Jay
Jay, holy crap haha damn... thats all i can say.
also, when i say 3, i dont mean like crashes, i mean like iv poped my tire, slid on ice, and goen a speeding ticket.
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