Last night

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ok, so last night was fun. the guy i told you about in the last post (his name is Peter) came over at like 6:30. we hung out in my basement for a while. we played GTA San Andreas for a while, then 007 Night Fire (the best gamecube game EVER). then my mom came down at like 10 to say she was going to bed. we watched TV for about a half an hour and then went out side and smoked some weed =). haha it was funny because Peter hasent smoked much (neither have i) and he's really bad at it... but he still was flyin.

well then we played GTA again for like 2 hours. then we went outside to dispose of the bowl's and 2 beer cans (yes, we had a beer each too). the thing is, we went out my basment door (which my mom told me to stop using) and it was raining. so there are still foot prints of where we walked, hope my mom dosent see them haha oh well. then we walked for a little. we cought up. he now has a girlfriend, who he is seeing today. her mom is about to put her on birth control. he was pumped. to be honest, i thought he was bi too, but i guess not.

then he told me how he fingered her (which i really dident want to know) and that he was going to get head today. i asked him if he lover her. he said he dident know. he then told me he almost txt'd her the he loved her 4 times just on our walk.

when we were walking back to my house, at 12:45ish, there was a car coming down the road. i live in a neighbor hood so i was a little parinoid. luckily, i dident recognize the car.

well we then went back inside. we talked for a little more. i was kidding around with him and asked if he was bi. thinking i was joking, he said no and laughed. he kept making gay jokes, and i had had it. i said whats wrong with being gay? he said nothing and changed the subject. later on in our conversation, he said i wana suck your dick. i said what? he changed the subject again. damn, talk about mixed signals.

well then we went to sleep, well he did anyway. i stayed awake for like and hour thinking about the night, and going back over it. i dont know why, but i had nothing better to do. when i finaly got to sleep at like 1:15, Peter woke me up, mumbled somthing like "wheres the door bell" then walked upstairs. i fallowed him because i dident know what he was talking about, and i had to take a leek. apparently he did too haha. after that, we both went back to sleep.

woke up this morning at like 8:30. Peter woke me up. he went and took a shower, and i watched a rerun of Mythbusters. after his shower, we watched TV until 10, when his parents were here. he had to go to 10:30 mass so he left.

now im just chillen haha. i picked out a new computer so soon ill be able to get back on MSN (yay). geeze, you know you have nothing to do when you hanging out in a basment, one your familys computer, listening to Dave Matthews Band, and txting you ex. oh well. COMENT! =) peace!!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey kid... I hope you don't mind me leaving a comment... you seem kind of lonely over here and I know the feelings that you're having now, at least, I remember how it felt to hope that one of your friends would like you the way that you wished they would... It's always tough for a young guy to tell someone that he's gay, and even tougher when the person he tries to tell is a friend that makes jokes about gay people... The only advice I can give you, is to be yourself... Your friend chose you because he loves you... The pain comes when you think that he may not really love you if he knows that you're gay...

Well, I don't know enough about you or your friend to really give any advice, so I'll just say that you're not alone... If you don't mind, I'll check in on you from time to time... Maybe I can help just by being here...IDK... I'll sure try, if you want... luv, tman<3 hugs2

Spys89 said...

tman, that really means alot! im so appreciative of your advice, and i would LOVE for you to be there for me. thank you! love, Spys89 =) peace!

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