Hey all you imaginary readers, I'm posting from my moms blackberry so this may be a short post.
Well I was out to dinner with my mom and sister a few nights ago and I got into an argument with them like I always do. My dad and I have the same curse, we always play the devils advocate. Eventualy that's one of the big reasons my parents split up. Well I was explaining to both my mom and sister that they use words or hear words and don't think of the literal meaning of them. For instince, I said one of my uncles was pathetic because he was short. This may sound crule but if u knew me, I say a lot of things as jokes, even if there not funny. Well my mom got very defencive, which I would expect most people to do, except the people I live with because me and my sister insult our parents siblings all the time because its a way for us to express all the negatives about them so that when we see them, we see there positives a lot more. Anyways, iv gotten off topic like I normaly do.
We while the 3 of us were fighting (even though it was really more like them teaming up on my) well my sister says that the way I think is wrong, and that I need to go on medicine to fix it. I really don't have a problem with medicine, but I like the way I think. Why should I change for them? Aren't they just selfish to want me to chabge for them?
Well that really got to me. So now I'm kind stuck in a rut. I've needed to get on medicine for a while because of my aungsiety (a butchered that word haha), my ocd, and a lot of people think I'm add. I guess ill just wait and see if my mom ever books me an appointment with a theropist. And if she does, ill see what he has to say.
Well thanks for reading =)
And So It Goes (2014)
9 years ago
2 comments:
I know this is well late, but your words caught my eye.
Devil's Advocate. Besides the Dan Brown definition of this word (if you've read Angels and Demons or The Da Vinci Code, whichever it was), I know exactly what you are talking about!!! In fact, I may have to blog about it!
This trait has led to more than a few true arguments amongst my friends.
Happy to be reading your posts. Sorry I'm so late in catching up!
Peace <3
Jay
OH!!!
THIS IS NOT THE WRONG WAY TO THINK!
There are NO wrong ways to think, only YOUR way to think!
Peace <3
Jay
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