Philosophies From A Kid

so guys, im sorry (for the BILLIONTH time) its been so long. i really wanted to make my next post from my own computer, but its taking longer than i though. they had to ship it away for a new hard drive. crashed that bad boy in 3 days! new record! yay me haha but its in now, and i have to drop off some CD's with back ups and stuff, theyll load it all up, and i should get it back on saturday.

anyway, my whole weeks been shit. in history, were talking about how tobacco saved the first american colonies... FML. perfect timing haha. and on top of that, iv been stressed as anything. iv missed so much school lately. last friday and monday, and i took today off too. ill explain that later. all my make up works stressing me out, and i have no way to deal with it anymore. its not fun.

so yeah, i missed school today. this is discusing, so you may want to skip this part haha. both my big toes have ingrown toe nails. i had to go to the doctors yesterday. well i took off monday because i was soo sleep deprived from the college trip (ill tell you guys bout that too later =P) and i went to my normal doctor, who sent me to a foot doctor. so i went yesterday thinking that he'd tell me whats wrong, and set up another day for the "proceger". well no, he goes "thoes are really infected. lay down." then he walked back out, faxed my mom a paper, she sighned it, and he walks in and goes "its is cold. it will help you with the local anestizia." i was like what!?!? hes like its 4 shots, then sprays me with the cold stuff and sticks me. its wasent fun. haha but when he was done with my toes, he bandaged them up and drew smiley faces on them haha.

after that i shoed up late to the water polo games. we won both. after that, i got my hair cut, then we went out for dinner. and as we were leaving, the feeling came back to my foot. it was hell! it felt like a steam roller went over my toes.

but anyway, im better now =) i just couldent walk all day at school. im deffinatly going tomorrow though. and there a peprally! im pumped.

so college, or university to you UK guys. it was cool seeing my sister. shes a junior transpher, so she only had a few friends, and only knew the campus so far. we showed up, and she picked us (my mom and i) up from the airport. then she showed us around the colleges. mostly the frats haha. we ate dinner at the college, then hung outside her dorm building. i we met one of her friends, who a gay guy. kinda cute, but hes a sophtmore so... yeah haha.

the next day we went shoping at a giant mall. i got a few things, but it then we left. we really dident do much that day. kinda lame haha.

no parties for me. my sister said she was sorry she couldent take me to any parties, but she dident know the guys well enough to just have her brother show up at a party. i understood.

then we left. haha i t was good to see her again.

thats all for today guys. Peace!!!

ok guys, so i know this will sound totaly hipocritical, but whne i said i had my last cig, i lied. not on purpose, but it happened that way. i said that when i still had a pack left. well i called my friend over to give him the pack, and he talked me into smoking one last one. he said hed quit too if i smoked one. so i did. then i gave him my pack, and he said hes give it to his friend. so that was my last one. i figured out its be hard to quit if i still had a pack left, so i got rid of it. i hope you guys arent disopointed, but im done for real this time.

no i gota pack to go to visit my sister at her college.

Peace!

ok, so i think most of you guys have heard by now. i smoked my last cig 3 hours ago. im done. ill explain...

so me and Peter were talking. i was telling him how i hate smoking. he asked why i did it. i said its a bad habit. i dident want to tell him the truth. its a way for me to deal with stress. my past record is now bad for managing stress haha. well i really need to find a way to deal now. any sugestions?

peter told me he wanted me to stop. this is the first time somone in real life has told me this. i guess it just clicked. i dont want it to sound like i was ignoring you guys, but it just dident make sence back then. i dont think hes into me, which i dont care about. i mean friends with drunk benefits is ok with me =P but i told you guys id stop with telling you about drinking. just for the resord though, i havent smoked weed in a month, and i havent drank in longer. but thats the last time ill post about that stuff (i hope).

so its cool somone close to me cares like that. its gona be so hard though. i got into a reutine already. i come home, take my dog out, smoke, do homework. thats that way its been this year. im goan have to make a new rutiene. (trying different spellings in hopes ill spell it right once =P). also, my mom smokes, so when im at her house, i sit and talk with her when shes smoking.

i picked up this stress reliefe habit from her. its what she does, so i guess i copied. idk. i just hope im done.

Peace!

PS new hollywood crush Chord Overstreet from GLEE!

alos PS, in Waterpolo, the JV captin looks like Tom Daley but with more stubble, and a little shorter. love that kid =P

Hey. I know i said i wouldebt talk bout this, but i need to quit smokibg cigs. Peter told me he wanted me to... So im gona try. Ill need ur guys help though

hey guys, so wow its been some time. sorry about that. most days i havent had a computer, and the days i have had one, i pass out on my couch before i even start my computer.

last night i came home after water polo (ill explain later) and it was 8. i had such a bad migrain, i could do nothing but fall asleep, so i did. 8-5:30. great sleep haha. i think i had the migrain for a few reasons. 1)i hadent eaten all day 2)late nights doing homework 3)storm. u guys might not understand that one. im hyper sensitive to pressure changes, and a storm is a high pressure meating a low pressure system, so its like hell for me haha. to be honest, i dont even know how i got home. i was swerving because of the pain. it was the worste pain iv felt in a LONG time.

well water polo! my honors genetics teacher is also the coach for the water polo team. he said he still dident have a manager, and if anyone wanted to do it, to tlk to him after class, so i did. i need somthing to get involved because of the lack of extracuriculars. i figured itll help my socialize, help my college posabilities, and help me get to know the hot gus ;P and there are alot of them!

ok gtg.

Peace!!!

Hey guys, i feel so bad for not posting. Iv really wanted to but no computer. So just a quick one, i might be the team manager for our water polo team. PEACE!

Hey guys, i feel so bad for not posting. Iv really wanted to but no computer. So just a quick one, i might be the team manager for our water polo team. PEACE!

so, school sucks. its the reason i havent posted lately. i go to school, come home, nap, eat, then sleep. thank you school.

well im not going this friday (tomorroe) because i have to go to my grandmothers 75th. 5 hour drive with my mom, aunt, and my moms friend/uncles girlfriend. oh and my dog. hellow ipod and pillow, good by girls.

its not gona be fun, especialy sence i hate that side of the family. ill try and blog while im there. wish me luck!

Peace!