hey guys, so last week, i came out to 2 more people. they were adaults actoualy. not my parents, but my hair cutter lady (idk what their title is haha) and my theropist.
i came out to my hair cuttris? stylist? idk haha but we were talking about my summer job, and i think i told you all about how my bosses doughter had a crush on me. well she was like you should have gone out with her, get a pay raise, then dumped her. now this sounds bad, but if you knew her, shes younger person (24ish) and she will say whatevers on her mind. i was like "ehhhh..." she was like what is she ugly? i was like no... lets just call it sexual preference. she goes wait... are you gay? i was like yup. and she took it well. we dident talk about it much, but i guess its a lot to handle sence iv known her for like 4 months.
and my theropist, we were talking about the party i was at last weekend (ill tell you about that later) and he was like any hot girls there? i was like eh... he was like they were just ok? i was like well... im gay. he took it well too and told me not to worry, he wouldent tell my parents, and he's worked with LGBT comunity at a few public schools, and one of his 2 brothers is gay. so i guess its good he knows now.
so the party! it was alot of fun. it was 9 of us, and 7 of us spent the night. we had three 30 packs and a bottle of coconut rum. i brought pinaple jouice for the rum. we had a good time. only drank like 45 beers in total, and about half the bottle. it was a small bottle anyway. i only have one regret. i smoked alot of ciggarets becaus a few of the other guys smoked, and smoke alot more when there drinking. i think i had 4 that night, which isent good, i dont have to tell you guys that. well while i was at the party, 2 of my friends were bugging me about the party. they wanted to know where it was. i said i wasent going to tell them because the guy who had the party dident want it to get big at all. well they were like we'll find your car. i was like good luck then hung up on them. they txt'd me like 20 minuets later and it said "come look at your car" so a bolted outside and found them in one of the kids truck, and my windows were covered in things like "abortion kills" "believe in Jesus" "trust the bible" and my fav, "honk if you dated my husband"
i couldent help but crack up at first, then i got mad because i dident want to offend anyone and get my car keyed haha
well they left, and i was sitting on the deck like 20 minuets later, and i heard the truck come back. i went to see what they were doing this time, and they brought windex and paper towls and washed it off. they were cool about it
so now what im doing to cut back on smoking. i did get back into it. i never really said it, but i did. one of my friends and i are making rulls for outselves. 6 cigs this weekend, 5 next weekend and the weekends that fallow. im gona go a step further and try to cut back more, but no promisces. and were only smoking on the weekends, and only shortys, the smallest cigs they sell. so this wont stop me from smoking (obviously) but it will, like i said, help me cut back
also, just an update, my neck is slowly getting better. my knee is fine now cuz i only hit my knee cap. my neck im iffy about. i slept on it weird this morning, so im gona go to bed tonight, and if it still hurts tomorrow, ill tell my dad and let him give me advice. not that i dont trust you guys, i really do, but his dad was a doctor and his mom a nourse, so if he says we may wana get it checked out, he'll take me because i cant drive myself haha
ok guys, iv typed enough for one night. oh and did i mention, my key board is missing the enter key and "K"key becaus i broke them. i was getting crumbs out, and broke the retainers, so im gona find a computer shop and get some more. ill order them if i have to.
one more thing. im thinking about getting a 12 inch sub for my car. ill mount it in a box and bolt the box down in my trunk. i figure i dont need 2, and one 12 i like more than just one 10. im not doing this until atleast half way through the summer when im earning money haha
ok guys,
Peace!
And So It Goes (2014)
9 years ago
2 comments:
Sounds like a fun party, Spys. Glad it stayed under control and no one got in trouble.
The smoking is hard to quit. I won't give you crap about it, I've watched too many try to quit and just flat can't. Cutting back does help, but most say cold turkey or using the nicotine gum or pills or patches really is a better way. In any case, the less you smoke the better, so it's good you've got a friend to support you and vice-versa.
Congrats on coming out, especially to your hair stylist. I think it means you're getting comfortable with yourself when you can just "say it" and not worry about it. I mean, what's she going to do? Quit cutting your hair? And what's to talk about, it's not a lot to process, it's just that girls don't turn you on. Big deal. Also, it's great your therapist knows. The more he knows about you, the easier it is for him to shape treatment. It's a big step for you to have told him, but now it's done, and you're safe in knowing that he isn't going to tell anyone else.
You can have that sub, but if you pull up next to me at a red light and I can't hear my music because of your thumping, I reserve the right to be the second to ram your rear end and smash up the car! HAHAHAHAHAHA
Oh, and keyboards can be had for $10 or less, check out Goodwill or a thrift shop.
Peace <3
Jay
Hi there, Spys
To take your points in order...
"Stylist" or "hair stylist" is probably the word you want.
Congratulations on coming out again! It sounds as if you're feeling a lot more confident about it. It's good to hear that your therapist is so accepting: with a gay brother, he ought to have some direct experience of the difficulties that gay people face.
Smoking: I think Jay's already said everything I was going to. Any way you can find to beat it is good - best of luck!
Your neck: I think the general advice is always to get medical things checked out, if there's something happening that you're not happy with. At worst, all they'll say is, "There's nothing to worry about, this is normal." At best, you will find as early as possible something that could have been serious if it had been left to develop.
Take care
Mark
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