so i had a revelation last night. i was admitably high, but it was a revelation non the less. the reason im never happy is because im only happy when i feel like im not alone. for instince, im happy when i watch a show like skins (first 2 seasons) or shameless. i feel totaly not alone. but after that shows over, i always get depressed.
so with that logic, why dont i get depressed when i read other gay blogs? idk maybe it has somthing to do with a video? like live action type thing? idk oh well. just thought id share =)
Peace!
And So It Goes (2014)
9 years ago
3 comments:
Hi there, Spys
It's good when you can work things like this out; I think a lot of people are happier when they have some company.
I'm not sure why this should mean that other blogs make you feel depressed - do they make you feel alone? If that's so, why?
Take care
Mark
Skins is a fantasy that our lives will never get close to. If only I had have been born as Maxxie... Sometimes you get a bit depressed as we look at how our own lives compare. With blogs we see people's real lives, which are a bit more realistic.
Spys, I've been so alone for the last 3 years that it's not funny. Only after I started blogging did an awful lot of that loneliness go away. I think I know why...
When you watch TV, it's not real, those aren't real people portraying real life. It is escapism, so it feeds on the happiness part of the brain. But it's not real, and subconsciously you know that.
When you read the blogs, you know that's a real person on the other end. You know, consciously and subconsciously that you're getting to look at their life, and share in it, even if it is virtual. Just like you share yours with us, so openly and honestly.
I hope I interpreted your post correctly.
Peace <3
Jay
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