holly crap guys how has it been 8 days already?!?
so remind me if i forget to go over xmas/new years eve. im kinda running short on time and i wana get one thing across well
so me and megan are really close now. she had a boy friend who dumped her when she told her she kissed another guy. now there just close friends. well they were talking and he told her she dident even know half of his story. he told her not to tell anyone this, and that he could read peoples body language and other things to get a good read on people. she told me cuz she trusts me, and i dont really talk to anyone from there school.
well i said it was bs at first, but then she told me he pegged me as "very very very very very gay" and another guys as bi, but with a crush on megan. well everyone from her dance team thinks this one guys atleast bi.
so i said how could he have known that? no one else picked up on it... except for a girl or 2 from her dance team haha
she said his reply was he could hear it in my voice, and he caught me stairing at the bi kids butt haha oops
well this came at a weird time. last night i was wondering if i was really gay. i mean i know i like guys, but do i not like girls? iv always been told that girls dont like me, and i thought maybe that just got impressed into my brain, and i cancled that option out all together.
well now, all i know is im gay, and i dont really care why at the moment.
i also decided i want to go on diet meds. my dad and sis were on them, and i think they could really help. i get an ok amout of exercise, but its my hunger that kills me. apparently they can help with appitite. if i just get into that habit, maybe itll make my life that much better =) ill ask my dad next time i think of it, and hear what he thinks. i mean if i lost 20 pounds, id feel so much better, but maybe the meds mixed with a steady work out plan could get me in shape =)
so what are your guys thoughts?
Peace!!!
And So It Goes (2014)
9 years ago
6 comments:
Hey,
Diet meds are something i'm quite passionate about. As a kid i was (still am) quite large and i tried everything. Any kind of diet failed me, so one day i plucked up the courage to get some diet pills.
They worked miricles!
I lost so much weight and felt great ... when they worked. Most of them take a couple of months for the effects to actually happen, meanwhile you are shovelling bucketfulls of pills into your body. They cost a small fortune and that is only if you find some pills that actually work!
There are much better ways to loose weight. I used the meal replacements, and boy is it difficult to take two pills a day instead of meals at school ... people either think your on Drugs o that your annorexic. I would say just try calorie controlled diets or some other forms. It is just a matter of finding one that 'workd for you'.
And if they dont, or not to your satisfaction, there are a wide variety of diet suppliments out there; like snack bars or something. I would try your best to avoid the diet pills if possible. They rarely work, they are difficult to hide, can become addictive and cost a fortune!
Hope this helped lol, Jack xx
I, too, speak from experience. Jack thinks he's large? HA to him! I am large. I've tried them all. And yeah, Spys, he is right: you'll spend a fortune looking for something that works, and most of them don't. Try just eating some nutritional granola bars 20 minutes or so before a meal. Chase a couple with 8 to 12 ounces of water. That's all most of those meal replacement pills are doing - expanding grain in your stomach - they can't be drugs or they'd have to be FDA approved. And now you know why there aren't any true DRUG diet pills and all of them are sold by hucksters. That will make you feel fuller and you'll eat less. Eating the right foods is important, too. Lots of fresh food, lots of grains and fiber - they all fill you up without a lot of bad calories. You're a growing boy, your metabolism is screaming! Throw low fat, high fiber at it, and you'll loose the weight if you add just a little more exercise.
(Oh, and most gay guys question themselves at times, and perhaps this bf has a bit of gaydar himself, eh?)
Peace <3
Jay
Hey kid... so, you got busted, eh?? Boy, you have to develop new techniques, like the photographic memory function I learned at about 11 or 12 years of age-- you kind of take a snapshot of that cute butt, for the memory banks, look away really quick, before anyone sees, then after 30 seconds or so (if he's still around) you take one more look, this time, just to verify the image...lol... Can't remember the last time I was busted... Of course, I lived a whole life in the closet, too, so, maybe that's not the direction you want to go!!
You have all my ideas on the diet thing from before, so I won't go all over that, except to say that the pills rub me the wrong way- I'll bet a small adjustment to your diet (normal food intake) will do what you need w/o starving- if you're too hungry between meals, that's when you end up caving and eating junk, which is the worse thing to do... Eat more chicken, beef, fish (protein stuff) during your meals to fill the gap, and less desserts, potatoes, and processed stuff (forget the hot pockets- the absolute worst!) but make sure you don't starve yourself! That only puts your body into a 'survival' mode, and it'll turn every possible source into stored fat, expecting not to have enough...
Try to eat foods in their natural (unprocessed) forms... Processed food is mostly high in fat and sugars/salt which is bad for you on many levels...
And, keep busy!! Sounds like you aren't sedentary, so, that's cool!! luv, tman<3
Hi there, Spys
Happy New Year!
A few thoughts from me (it's a bit late at night for very much) ...
If I were you, I don't think I would worry too much about whether I was attracted to girls or not. Let's see: you know you're attracted to guys, that's why you describe yourself as gay. You might be attracted to girls, or at least some girls, as well. I would guess that you haven't yet seen any that have pushed that button for you - I think if you had, you would know about it, in just the same way as you know you're attracted to guys. Sexual attraction works at a pretty fundamental level - I don't think it makes much difference what you've been told, or have decided, you're either attracted to a person or not, and you don't have much choice. So you might, some time in your life, find a girl that you're attracted to as well - if so, you might then decide that a more accurate way to describe your sexuality would be "bi, with a preference for guys". I think as long as you can regard it as an interesting discovery, rather than something that upsets your whole self-image, it's not a problem.
As for diet pills, I have no experience of them, just a gut feeling (ha!) that says it's probably better to manage your diet naturally, as it were.
Take care
Mark
Hi there, Spys
I posted a comment here yesterday, which seems to have disappeared. I think Blogger has probably put it in your spam folder - it's doing that to me a lot at the moment. I'd be very grateful if you could look for it, and accpet it as a valid comment if possible - partly because I think you'd like to read it, and partly because it will help educate Blogger's automatic spam detection system.
Many thanks
Mark
Hi there, Spys
Me again :-)
Thanks very much for finding my comment. I suggest you have a look in your spam folder every few days: Blogger doesn't seem to like me much at the moment :-(
I hope everything's OK with you, and the New Year is treating you well.
Take care
Mark
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