so today i woke up at 11 50 and got a call from Andrew a minuet later. he cam over and we hung for a little while. the we went into a secret place by out houses and smoked a cig. it was his first. well i guess he cant say he smoked a cig cuz we were sharing it but still. no most people would say im hurting him by letting him smoke but let me explain somthing... a kid named Garry, who were both friends with, got Andrew into snuss, black and milds, and dip. i dident want Andrew to be forced into it like Garry would do, so i offered it, but told him he dident have to. he wanted to. and i explained to him how its addictive because its not pipe tobacco like black and milds are, and i told him to talk to me before he smoked again because i wanted to make sure it wasent a regular thing.
well after that happened, we came back and hung out until Garry got home from school. he's not as mean i he may seem, i actoualy get along with him well. we all hung out and somhow Garry "convinced" me to try dip. i only did a pinch. i dont see what the big deal is. i barly got a buzz, and to be honest, i really dident like it. i may do it on occation, but i would never buy a tin for myself.
then they left and i just chilled until my mom came home. we went out to dinner like normal, but this time i was smiling the whole dinner. my mom couldent figure it out. i think she thinks im crazy or somthing. the truth is, i told another girl i like guys. now 3 people know!!! this girls name is Celie. known her for a while. we hadent talked in a while, but then a month ago we started talking again, and i told her. i was so happy.
thats about it. Peace!!!
And So It Goes (2014)
9 years ago
2 comments:
The buzz you get from coming out is like nothing on earth - when it goes well. I didn't sleep for a couple of days when I came out. Now you've told a few people be prepared for the word get around. How will your other friends react?
well im just lucky. i go to an all guys school, and only 3 people at that school know these girls, and non of them talk them. now i really trust these girls, but if they tell, i mean i guess it will have to get out at some time right?
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