Philosophies From A Kid

ok, so today my friends coming over. it should be alot of fun. hes a cool guy. hes 15 and were prety close friends. we've known eachother sence we were 8 or 9. we used to play sports together. then, one day after practice, he just out of the blue, invited me to go hang out at his house. from then on, we've been great friends. we went to grade school together, but then we went to different high schools.

we've shared a lot of expirences too. he was the first person i drank with, and he was the first guy i "did things" with. ill tell you that story because im board and my moms not home.

well, ill give you a story a week before, and then the reall story.

he came over to my house, we drank, and then decided it would be fun to streak around my backyard. i live in a neighbor hood so there was addrenalin in both of our blood. it was probably midnight. well when we came back to chill outside by my house, fully clothed, he told me he was bi. i told him that was cool, and i dident judge. i dident tell him i was the same because i was only 13 and dident fully understant it yet. well then he asked if he could do somthing to me, he wanted to give me a bj. i said no because it would make our friendship very awkward. well we went to sleep, and the next morning he asked me what happened, and i said i dident remember eather. i think he remembered, but i wasent going to retell him what happened.

that morning my mom found a bottle, sniffed it, and found out we drank. ill tell that story later haha.

well heres the story i promised earlier.

the week after my last story, we decided to hang out at his house, because we were still going to drink, and we knew my mom never said anything to his parents. i got there, we played video games until his parents fell asleep. we broke out the vodka, and had a fun time haha. well then, we chilled, him on an air bed, and i was on a couch. well ill skip some stuff because it really dosent matter, but he ended up doing what he wanted to the week before. so thats the storie =)

ill tell you guys what happenes tonite some time latter. haha peace! (comment!)

hey guys. kinds pissed today. this morning, i woke up, took a shower, and tryied to get dressed. i say tried because when i went to put my shirt on, a button poped off. then when i did my tie, it was way to long. so bad start to a bad day.

then, i went to school and had 4 tests.

came home, and put my snare drum back together, and then foundout my computer is broken, yay me. well i need a new one now. im using my moms computer now.

comment and cheer me up =)
haha thanks. peace!

hey guys, sorry i havent posted in a while. i've been at my dads and dont have my laptop, and the computer im using now is right in his room. so ill probably post before the week is over =)
peace!

hey guys!
haha wow im up late (and sober haha)

well i just sighed off Y!messenger. i talked to this really cool guy, who's my age, for 3 and a half hours. dang. haha besides u guys, hes the first person i told i wasent straight. thats big for me =)

well he seems cute, and wants me to send him a pic of me (fully clothed haha) but idk if i want to... i dont look good and im not skinny, and i really dont want how i look so screw this up. i mean will i ever meet him? probably not, but i really enjoy talking to him... idk.

well this was short, but im goen to bed. nighty night! peace!!!

so, i just got back from a college sports tournament. there were 6 teams playing. for obvious privacy reason, i wont say what schools. and the game would also give away where i live. not a lot of places play this game, and my area is debatably the best at it =).

well, this tournament is a big event here. there were probably at least 750 people there. and they funny thing is, people were moving in and out as the different games were going on. so when i say 750, thats at one time.

needless to say, there were loads of cute guys left and right. well for the first game, i sat in the bleachers. it was a great game, even went into over time. we moved up to a box seat. the guy i talked about in the last post, who sits behind me, was there. his name is John. he's really cool. when i came in, he said hey and we sat down next to each other. we watched the game, another great one. we talked about some things, mainly girls. i dont know if im gay or bi, and really i dont care. i can appreciate a females body, there for i can convince other guys im straight.

well hes very cute, and im not. he has 2 dates already set up for the next week with 2 girls who want to get with him, i dont. i dont know if im jealous, or truly think hes cute, but one way or another, im attracted to him.

well sorry for straying from the story, i just thought that would help me figure things out.

i saw a lot of other guys i dident want to see there. i kinda hid from them haha. my dad and i left half way through the 3rd game (there were only 3). ether way, it was a pretty good day. might post tomorrow, might not. dont know yet.

peace!!! =)

school fucking sucked today. i forgot to do my homework in english class. teacher dident even know, but i doubt he would care. but then he screamed at me and this one kid for finishing this worksheet he gave us early. (dick.) then i had world civ. not too bad. this kid who sits behind me (who is VERY cute) kept messin with me, like he'd poke my back, then kick my thigh. its was kind of amusing haha

then i had a free. that was fine. nothing really happened. then was lunch. the worst day of my fucking life. first, im waiting in the lunch line for 15 minuets. then a teacher (who i had last year and was prety cool) sniped me for wearing a coat in line. i had to get out of line, take it off, then go to the back of the line. i went from waiting for 15 minuets, to waiting for 30 minuets. then i get my food, sit down at my table, and this guy, who i thought was my friend, was being a total ass hole. the whole time he was making fun of my weight. now dont get me wrong, im not skiny, but im not that fat. im big, but strong. they kinda go hand in hand. well he kept telling me to move to canada, and marry food. that pissed the hell out of me, so i just left. through the food out, and left.

then got kicked out of my next class for "messing around and being stupid"
later one of my teachers told me i "wasent at his potential."
why the fuck should i strive to be at his potential? i dont give a shit what he thinks i could be. then when i asked him what i was doing wrong, he said he dident know. later he told me i should stop doing my homework last minuet. well i then explained to him that i have never turned anything in late, so why should i change? he just got pissed off and told me to "get the hell out"

that was really my day. thanks for reading my rant =) peace!

haha ok so last night i knew i was going to hang out with one girl. her name (at least for this post) will be Sara. well i've been close friends with her sense 2nd grade. were so close that i wouldent ever think about doing anything with her. well i know with her, plans change every minuet. first we were gona go bowling, then to a movie, then to a birthday party of a close mutual friend, then to the movie and the party. well her mom picked me up at like 5:15. she said were goen to the party first, then if its lame to the movie.

we got to the party (which by the way, i wasent invited to but i knew the kid pretty well and we knew he wouldent care. it was kind of a come in if you show up anyway) and a kid (who we knew of) answered the door and let us in. it was really awkward because the kid whos party it was, Patrick, was taking a shower. so we go in, sit down, and dont know anyone. we found out we were 2 hours early so not too many people were there anyway. there were only 8 people there. (just fyi, 3 hot guys and a cute girl ;)

well Patrick come down and said hi, then introduced us to everyone. we really just stood in the corner, me and Sara, and just talked for an hour and a half. then alot of people started comen. probably 30 in total. we kind knew most of them because we went to the same school with them, but they were all a year younger than us.

Sara and I stood in another corner for another half an hour. it was so awkward, we came up with a code word for awkward (how ironic) every other sentence had the word "berry" in it.

then we sat with this girl Alex for a little. i knew her prety well because Sara, Alex, and I were on the academic team in grade school. she's really cool (and prety cute too haha). well the whole time, i was telling Sara we should have had a pre-party because my sister gave me some alcohol for my birthday, and i still had some wee left. well Alex herd us and said she would have been down for that (we thought she was kinda a prude and she dident drink). later we found out she smoked too. we asked her if anyone else there drank/smoked, and she said that Patrick was the only one who did.

we talked to him bout it and he told us to go up to his room. we followed him upstairs and he pulled out a bottle of vodka and poured a can full for us. we took it down stairs and put it next to the punch bowl, which was in the main room, along with music and a disco ball. well apparently people quickly found out about it (but no one else drank there) and one kid even tried to pour it out (that ass hole). well we got the can back and drank it down prety fast.

i then found out that Sara is a horny drunk, and she started grinding on me. im not so perverted that i'd do somthin with a close friend, so i acted like i was hungry and went to get somthin to eat. she was getting real close to Patrick, and they started maken out. they used to go out so me and Alex knew it would happen. well when we saw them, we left the main room, and tried to get as much people out of there as we could. 3 girls were being so immature and wouldent leave, and even stared at them. at this time it was 10:40 and my mom was picking me and Sara up at 11. they were trying to move up to Patrick's room, but when they finnaly went to go up, it was too close on time.

well not much happened on my part. there were 8 or 9 hot guys there, but all straight, and no one knows im kinda bi. also, the girls there were all bitches (except Sara and Alex) so hell knows i wasent hooken up with any of them. ether way, i had a kick ass time.

well that about all of last night.

today not much happened. i went driving with my mom for 2 hours which was fine. then i had to go shopping. now im home haha.

thanks for reading! peace! comment if u wana =)

o btw, LONGEST POST FOR ME =)
*pats self on back*

ok so im PUMPED i have more than one follower!!! thanks!

i cant post now cuz im about to leave but when i get back tonight, ill tell you guys about the kick ass party i was at last night. thanks again guys!

PEACE