Long time no type

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Posted by Spys89

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Time: 8:33 PM

hey guys, sorry i havent posted in a while, i just havent had much to talk about. just wanted to let you guys know that im still alive =)
if you guys have anything you want me to discus, or argue on here, please let me know

catching you guys up

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Posted by Spys89

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Time: 3:50 PM

hey guys, idk if anyone actoualy reads these posts but hopefuly somone will someday. well not much has happened over the past couple of days. my last 2 were really shitty. they included my mom scaring me by telling me i was late (when i was an hour early), me knocking my lunch over (as well as my friends), me spilling ketchup in a very uncomfortable stop (and having all the guys at my school tell me i was douching and needed a new tampon), i got kicked out of my band, and spending 5 extra hours at my school cuz my mom couldent pick me up till late. yeah, it sucked.

well today was suprisingly nice! i woke up at 9, took a nice, long shower (which i dont get at my moms house, only my dads), went to my drum lessons, went to my local colleges basketball game (won by a buzzer beater), then came home and relazed. im about to go out for my birthday dinner. im prety excited.

sorry this was a short post, but im a little ADD now and cant think of a whole lot to write, but i will leave you with a quote. "he that is taken and put into prison or chains is not conquered, though overcome;for he is still an enemy." -Thomas Hobbes

from now on ill try and leave quotes after my posts.

ok i got to go, c ya!

Mental Breakdown?

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Posted by Spys89

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Time: 2:01 PM

ok so i know i already posted today, and touched on the subject i promised to dive deep into last night, but i never really did go deep into it.
i like the thought of having sex with both guys and girls, but i only like guys? i know that makes no sense. i think the reason i like the thought of sex with a girl is because i still get the pleasure. so i kind of have a question for anyone, is someone gay for liking guys, or having sex with guys?
also is someone straight for liking girls, or having sex with girls?

also, i just smoked weed! yay? haha it was pretty sweet. had a great time. so ill go over my day cuz it seems like thats what alot of people do with there blogs.
so i got up cuz the door bell rang, went downstairs and saw it was the UPS guy. i got 3 packages, which you can read about in my previous post =P
so after that, i went down stairs and smoked weed for the first time. its was pretty sweet. then i listened to some KMK, Cyprus Hill, Sublime, SOJA, OAR, all that stuff haha. then i played maplestory for a while (i know i have no life haha)
now im gettin ready for my dads house. im finally going back to school after all this snow.

ok yay for longest post haha. peace!

Early Birthday

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Posted by Spys89

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Time: 9:51 AM

ok so, im turning 16 tomorrow!(yay) well, sense my parents really dont care about much, they game me their credit cards, gave me a spending limit, and told me to order anything i wanted online. i love playing the drums, so i made it a drummers birthday. well all the drum stuff came in today and now im pumped! haha it makes me forget how lifeless my parents are! (what parent issues? haha)
ok well ill post something tomorrow (or the next day... haha)
peace!

inspired

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Posted by Spys89

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Time: 10:13 PM

ok so just watched a coming out video of a 13 year old. i was awe struck after a watched it. i've never really talked about my sexuality. i mean i talked about a girl hear and there, and i think maybe even a guy, but never really went deep.
Girls: idk... i dont find them attractive, but i would have sex with them in a second. (hormones are a bitch..._
Boys: idk x2... i find them attractive, and think about having sex with them, but for some reason i would never let myself act on those thoughts.
if anyone is out there, plz fallow and help me figure things out. thanks. love and rockets (I heart liz), me

My mom dislikes my mind?

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Posted by Spys89

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Time: 8:02 PM

ok so my mom took me out to dinner. sounds nice, but she did it so she wouldent have to cook, like she does every night (and she wonders why we have no money). well while we were there, she said that this one guy we saw, and knew, who lost his house because of gambling, would never gamble again because of "gamblers anonymous." well i said that for some of those people, like people in AA, it dosent work (not discouraging AA or anything like that, just stating a fact). after that she got mad and upset, and almost started crying.

well, i had had it. she said "why do you have to argue? why cant you just believe what i say and take it as fact. when i was younger, if my parents said thing we would believe them, even if it was an opinion."

i said "so do you not want me to think for myself, and have my own opinion?'
she said "well... i guess your right."

i said "the reason i argue is because you state opinions as facts; and i like to argue."

she said "i understand you are like your father (they are divorced so it had sarcasm in there) but i wish you would stop arguing with me."

i said "so your mad at me for the way i think?"

she stopped talking

so now, i know my mom dislikes the way i think, and my mind in general. that really makes me happy...

c ya

Back Together (Finally)

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Posted by Spys89

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Time: 8:59 AM

haha ok so me being single dident work out so well... my ex txt'd me and was like hey we really need to talk. i said hey whats up? and she was like i had a mental break down and really wanted to talk to you but i couldent cuz i felt weird. i said i was sorry and she was like i wana go back out with you, i dont care that we wont see much of each other, we can work it out. then she drop a BOMB on me... she said she loves me.
ok so let me give you some background. im bigger (lil fat haha) and have very low self esteem, on top of my anxiety. well, needles to say, im not used to girls liking me at all, let alone loving me.
well i told her that i really liked her too (and later i explained i dident "love" her because i really dont know what it feels like, and im not gona throw that word around) and that i would be fine with going back out with her.
so now im dating again =)
well her birthday was over out "break" so i dident get her anything, and Valentines day is comin up. if anyone out there reads this, plz give me some advice on what to get her. thanks!

Single (finally)

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Posted by Spys89

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Time: 2:03 PM

ok so, as you can tell, im finally single. i say finally because we went like a month and a half without seeing each other (both of us are always busy) but we are still gona stay close friends. idk what i was gona say but ill post it later if i think about it. sorry for the short post! c ya
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