Philosophies From A Kid

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Peace!

hey guys, where have you been? wait what? you mean ive been the looser who hasent posted anything in a while? oh my bad haha

so lifes been interesting. im obsessed with Coal still... nuthin new there. we were talking today and somone was like do you guys mind gay guys? i was honest. as long as people are themselves, and not a guy who wants attention and talks with a lisp and is obsessed with pink than i dont care. if you truly like pink, have a lisp, and are gay thans thats fine too, i just wont be friends with you because that gets on my nerves. nothing against you, were just not ment to be friends. and Coal was like i mean if you cant help it to like guys thats fine, but dont be in my face about it. i really wanted to come out, but thatd be a bad idea. best case, he dosent care and we go on like nothing changed. worst case he stops talking to me. so why change anything?

oh i got an iphone 4! a lil while ago haha but i dont think i ever told yall

and i applied to a starbucks in my town. hope i get the job.

im gona quit smoking after exams. i said the end of the month, but im already feeling the stress of exams and there two weeks away.

i was at a party tonight. it was kinda lame though. we got there at like 9 and hung out until 12 when a few more people came. only 7 kids so idk if id call it a party. more of a get together. i had a beer at 12, but i knew i had to go home so i waited until 1 to leave because id rather get a ticket for driving past curfew than for drunk driving, even though it was just one beer. dident want to take any chances.

my cars still screwed up. my driver windows stuck rolled down, my ac dosent work, the elextronics on my steering colom, along with my door, dont work (including turn signals... good think i know hand signals) but im getting it fixed on tuesday.

ok im tired.

Peace!

thoughts?

so my mom came down into my room at 11:30, obviously after having a few glasses of wine, and told me she was leaving, and shed be back in the morning... again. so i said fine, hugged her, and told her no to die. i woke up this morning and she wasent there. i called her, no answer. i txtd her, no answer. so i called my sis. she said she was sorry, and i shouldent have to go through this cuz my moms the parent. i agree... she called me at like 12:20 and said she was fine. i guess its a reliefe... but i shouldent have to wake up wondering if my mom crashed last night, went to jail for a DUI, got raped, or got murdered... thats just f'd up

heres an idea i just came up with ans did a really quick sketch of. let me know what you guys think of it plz. ps, i still need to edit things like the fire and "fag"

Peace!

so i took half the sats this morning. i take them in halfs because of my dyslexia. i did an essay on whether or not you should be considered successful if you rely on others for things like advice or to help you with obstacles. i said no, not in full, but you do deserve some for consulting the other people in the first place.

then a math section which i think i got 14/18 right one, fallowed by 2 english sections. started at 8 and lasted until 1130. the nice thing is tomorrow i get to skip my last few classes and go home early for completing the SAT's.

my friends got me to agree to quit smoking at the end of the month. they made a good point by telling me that saying after this pack isent a concrete date, but the 31st is. so ill try and quit again. honistaly i cant believe i ever picked those peices of shit up again. im really bumed in myself, and im gona be even more bumed when i have to quit.

Peace!

so i threw my first legit punch yesterday. basically, i was hanging out with 2 friends. one of them, Cole, is cute as hell, literally i would kill for him to be into me. and the other, Nick, is kind of annoying, but iv been fairly close friends with him cense last year. Cole iv only started hanging out with him this year. well we were at my house, alone, and Cole wanted me to wrestle Nick. me and Cole joke about Nick all the time because its sooooo easy. well i was like alright and we started wrestling. it went on for 30 minuets and i was under him most of the time, but i never let of my headlock. then he taped on my head, which in wrestling means you give up, so i let go of him. he kept wrestling until i yelled to Cole to get him off me. i was tired, and being called a pussy by Nick, even though he game up, so i was pissed to. i sat down to catch my breath, and he was like give me a hug. i said no Nick, get away from me im pissed off. he gets closer to me and said give me a hug. i said dont touch me. he pokes me, i grab his hand, as he pulls it back, he pulls me out of my chair and i throw a right hook. i dident want to hurt him, i just wanted him to get off me. i clipped his nose and he was barely bleeding. he started wrestling me again and i was like no, get off me, your bleeding and its disgusting. he let up. he said he won to everyone, and at this point, i dont care. were cool now.

oh and idk why, but when ever more than one persons are at my house, i cant relax. im constantly up tight and it pisses me off, along with the other people because im always being a "party pooper" even though there the ones doing shit to my house.

so thats just my little rant. btw, im sore as shit from wresting for 30 minuets straight. im also bruised all over. im gone try and go to bed now.

Peace!