Philosophies From A Kid

ahh guys! its been wayyyy too long! sorry bout that! my weeks sucked so iv just not been in the blogging mood. but now im done with school till monday.

so dinner with my dads gf. it was awkward to say the least. i mean the girls great, but its still awkward. she loves me so much, and iv only seen her like 4 times.
well we made lobster mac and cheese, ate, and watched elf. both of us love that movie, and my dad dosent, but sence we were both there he watched it. we had a good time. when i went to go to bed it was really awkward because she was spending the night. and waking up was the same thing, but i got through it haha

i cant believe tomorrow is thanksgiving! its crazy! im going to my aunts house tomorrow with my dad, his gf, and her 2 sons (ones a freshmen in highschool and the others 11). first time meeting them, and itll be the familys first time meeting them too. there driving down to my dads then were caravaning to my aunts. idk how its gona go. i hope the kids will fit in with my family for there sake, but theres no garentee with us haha.

well thats really it. Peace!

hey guys, i gota go soon, so ill tell you what my dad did. we were at dinner and i was telling him how its normally for people with learning disabilities to get very frustrated with there parents after school. he said "oh maybe thats the reason your mother wants to move to (blank) after you graduate, to get away from you"
so that just pissed me off.

last night i had dinner with my dad and his girlfriend. ill tell you about that later.

Peace!

Everytime i think my dad and i have a good relationship, he fucks it up... Will we ever be at peace?
Peace!

hey guys! got both UT and Jay's emails. thanks! Jay great movies haha next on my list are just a few christmas specials from cartoons a grew up with like rugrats and rocket power. T, it so great to hear! idk if u wanted it public, but im so happy for you!

so i got yelled at by my VP yesterday. well no i dident haha. my teacher tried to get the VP to yell at me, but it dident work. he basicaly gave me some advice, to do homework now, and relax when im on the honor roll.

the weekendly bonfire was kinda lame. i showed up at 10:50 and left at 11:10... i had to get back to my dads so... yeah haha

dont have much else to talk about. sorry guys haha

Peace!

wow sorry its been so long. man the days are flying by haha. so last weekends bonfire. yes, they are becoming a weekly deal haha. so again, there was alchohol, and i dident drink. i did smoke a cigar or two, but that was it. i had a good time. Garry was there too, and i took him home when i left at 10:30. i though that was the end of my night. it wasent. i stayed up for a while watching tv and just relaxing. i got into my bed at maybe 12:30? well 5 minuets later, Garry calls me. "dude guess what, the bonfire we just left got busted" what?!?!?!? yeah... it got busted. the cop made them pour out all the alchohol, and talked to the parents to make sure they had enough space for all the kids to sleep the alchohol off.

so that was it. well today was weird. kinda happy, kinda sad. one of my 8 classes is graphic design. were working on a project to desighn a website for a fictious company. well i really enjoy the class, and the teachers really cool. we had a class critique, and after class, he pulled me aside to talk. he to the comments i put on another kids website and said "What is this crap?" i just stood there. he replied "your very critical of yourself, which is a good thing, but that ability is lost when you cant be critical of others" he explaind he knew i was self critical because mine was one of the best websites in the class

so i was happy because of his compliment, but i was sad/mad because i feel like i let him down, which pisses me off.

on another note, im going to a basketball game tonight with my dad which should be great haha.

Peace!

so for some reason, i really got into the christmas spirit on friday. i watched nightmare before christmas first, then eight crazy nights. both great movies. i think il watch elf next.

i know is supposed to be x-mas, but my title has a purpose ill tell you guys later. first i wana clear something else. i know alot of you guys reading are religious, but are you the kind of guys who say you shouldent say xmas? because its actually just as correct as saying christmas. "X" is the greek symbol for chi, which when translated, is christ, so just wanted to clear that up.

now the reason i say exmas, is because i hate the holiday. its when my family is under the most stress. i remember crying christmas' and fighting christmas'. its also the biggest reminder my family isent a family anymore.

well, along with my movies, im getting back into the "i hate christmas" songs. like i wont be home for christmas by blink 182. look it up if you havent heard it.

on another note, i got invited to another bon fire like lastweekend. same place and everything. i just dont know if ill go. i want to, but i dont wana spend the night like most of the other guys are. i dont wana drink tonight. im not that comfortable with these guys yet, so i deffinatly dont wana loose control around them. i wana get to the point when ill be able to, i just dont think it'll be tonight. i wana see if Garry is going, and cant spend the night again. itll give me an excuse not to stay.

well see what happens.

Peace!

ugg... no new story... another shitty day...

so i get to school, and i find out one of the kids iv known sence 5th grade is telling people im a pot head. now, dont get me wrong, i smoke weed, not gona try and hide it, but to sugest im a pot head is a huge overstatment. i dont even smoke every weekend. how can i be a pot head?

then my friends tryin to convince me to go on a road trip to a near by college (3 hours away) to party tomorrow night. i said ill have to see.

out final grades for this quarter came out today. mostly b's, one a and one c. another teacher, whos never tought me, comes up and goes "im disapointed in you" i was like why? and she goes "you got a c. thats poor effort". i understand its not my best. but iv never had 8 classes and an honnors class before. its my first c in my highschool career. i dont consider that poor. i told her that and she said shes still disapointed.

then school was over, and as im pulling out of my school, a car going WAY to fast comes over this hill and has to slam on his breaks to avoid me. look, if he was even going 10 over the speed limit, i would have had plenty of room, but nope, he was going atleast 60 in a 30. so when i pulled up the the stop sighn, he rear ends me! i out it in park as he steps out of his car. it was a giant black guy. i rolled down my window and was like "im so sorry" (even though it wasent my fault, i dident want to upset him). he said "you need to pay more attention" i said i know, can i atleast get a handshake? and put my hand out. he slaps my hand and walks away. WTF?!?!?!?

well later on i got out, and theres only a hole from his licens plate screw.

then, as im driving home, i guy starts to change lanes INTO ME. i sped up and honked. he looked, and got back into his lane. no wave or anything. again WFT?!?!?!?!?

ugggggggg... i hate driving now haha

so what do you guys think i should do about the college party. i kinda wana go, and i think ill regret it if i dont, but then again, i dont know if i wana end my hell week like this.

Peace!

so, Peter fell through. the party got cancled cuz the girls house who it was gona be at, he parents found out... so no party. instead, i drove around Garry, one of our friends, his girlfriend, and another chick. the other friend and his girl friend were hooken up the whole time,so it was an early night for me haha, but im not regretting it. i got closer to Garry and the other friend. so that was friday.

saturday was fun too. Garry asked if i wanted to go to a bon fire. i said sure, so we drove there and helped set up. i only knew Garry and another kid (not the guy from the night b4 haha). it was a little awkward, but i talked to a few people and had a good time. i was a little bummed to be honest though. Garry, and just about everyone else was drinking, and i had to drive, so i dident even have a sip of everything. i HATE drunk drivers, and as controversial as i am in most things, thats one thing i agree with. i will never drink and drive. i did however smoke a cigar, but way b4 i drove, and i figured one every once in a while isent so bad. havent smoked a cig though.

then sunday, HALLOWEEN! i hung out with Megan and a bunch of her friends. just walked around and trick or treated haha.

so maybe it wasent such a great post, but it was such a fun weekend haha

Peace!