Philosophies From A Kid

haha ok so last night i knew i was going to hang out with one girl. her name (at least for this post) will be Sara. well i've been close friends with her sense 2nd grade. were so close that i wouldent ever think about doing anything with her. well i know with her, plans change every minuet. first we were gona go bowling, then to a movie, then to a birthday party of a close mutual friend, then to the movie and the party. well her mom picked me up at like 5:15. she said were goen to the party first, then if its lame to the movie.

we got to the party (which by the way, i wasent invited to but i knew the kid pretty well and we knew he wouldent care. it was kind of a come in if you show up anyway) and a kid (who we knew of) answered the door and let us in. it was really awkward because the kid whos party it was, Patrick, was taking a shower. so we go in, sit down, and dont know anyone. we found out we were 2 hours early so not too many people were there anyway. there were only 8 people there. (just fyi, 3 hot guys and a cute girl ;)

well Patrick come down and said hi, then introduced us to everyone. we really just stood in the corner, me and Sara, and just talked for an hour and a half. then alot of people started comen. probably 30 in total. we kind knew most of them because we went to the same school with them, but they were all a year younger than us.

Sara and I stood in another corner for another half an hour. it was so awkward, we came up with a code word for awkward (how ironic) every other sentence had the word "berry" in it.

then we sat with this girl Alex for a little. i knew her prety well because Sara, Alex, and I were on the academic team in grade school. she's really cool (and prety cute too haha). well the whole time, i was telling Sara we should have had a pre-party because my sister gave me some alcohol for my birthday, and i still had some wee left. well Alex herd us and said she would have been down for that (we thought she was kinda a prude and she dident drink). later we found out she smoked too. we asked her if anyone else there drank/smoked, and she said that Patrick was the only one who did.

we talked to him bout it and he told us to go up to his room. we followed him upstairs and he pulled out a bottle of vodka and poured a can full for us. we took it down stairs and put it next to the punch bowl, which was in the main room, along with music and a disco ball. well apparently people quickly found out about it (but no one else drank there) and one kid even tried to pour it out (that ass hole). well we got the can back and drank it down prety fast.

i then found out that Sara is a horny drunk, and she started grinding on me. im not so perverted that i'd do somthin with a close friend, so i acted like i was hungry and went to get somthin to eat. she was getting real close to Patrick, and they started maken out. they used to go out so me and Alex knew it would happen. well when we saw them, we left the main room, and tried to get as much people out of there as we could. 3 girls were being so immature and wouldent leave, and even stared at them. at this time it was 10:40 and my mom was picking me and Sara up at 11. they were trying to move up to Patrick's room, but when they finnaly went to go up, it was too close on time.

well not much happened on my part. there were 8 or 9 hot guys there, but all straight, and no one knows im kinda bi. also, the girls there were all bitches (except Sara and Alex) so hell knows i wasent hooken up with any of them. ether way, i had a kick ass time.

well that about all of last night.

today not much happened. i went driving with my mom for 2 hours which was fine. then i had to go shopping. now im home haha.

thanks for reading! peace! comment if u wana =)

o btw, LONGEST POST FOR ME =)
*pats self on back*

ok so im PUMPED i have more than one follower!!! thanks!

i cant post now cuz im about to leave but when i get back tonight, ill tell you guys about the kick ass party i was at last night. thanks again guys!

PEACE

hey guys, sorry i havent posted in a while, i just havent had much to talk about. just wanted to let you guys know that im still alive =)
if you guys have anything you want me to discus, or argue on here, please let me know

hey guys, idk if anyone actoualy reads these posts but hopefuly somone will someday. well not much has happened over the past couple of days. my last 2 were really shitty. they included my mom scaring me by telling me i was late (when i was an hour early), me knocking my lunch over (as well as my friends), me spilling ketchup in a very uncomfortable stop (and having all the guys at my school tell me i was douching and needed a new tampon), i got kicked out of my band, and spending 5 extra hours at my school cuz my mom couldent pick me up till late. yeah, it sucked.

well today was suprisingly nice! i woke up at 9, took a nice, long shower (which i dont get at my moms house, only my dads), went to my drum lessons, went to my local colleges basketball game (won by a buzzer beater), then came home and relazed. im about to go out for my birthday dinner. im prety excited.

sorry this was a short post, but im a little ADD now and cant think of a whole lot to write, but i will leave you with a quote. "he that is taken and put into prison or chains is not conquered, though overcome;for he is still an enemy." -Thomas Hobbes

from now on ill try and leave quotes after my posts.

ok i got to go, c ya!

ok so i know i already posted today, and touched on the subject i promised to dive deep into last night, but i never really did go deep into it.
i like the thought of having sex with both guys and girls, but i only like guys? i know that makes no sense. i think the reason i like the thought of sex with a girl is because i still get the pleasure. so i kind of have a question for anyone, is someone gay for liking guys, or having sex with guys?
also is someone straight for liking girls, or having sex with girls?

also, i just smoked weed! yay? haha it was pretty sweet. had a great time. so ill go over my day cuz it seems like thats what alot of people do with there blogs.
so i got up cuz the door bell rang, went downstairs and saw it was the UPS guy. i got 3 packages, which you can read about in my previous post =P
so after that, i went down stairs and smoked weed for the first time. its was pretty sweet. then i listened to some KMK, Cyprus Hill, Sublime, SOJA, OAR, all that stuff haha. then i played maplestory for a while (i know i have no life haha)
now im gettin ready for my dads house. im finally going back to school after all this snow.

ok yay for longest post haha. peace!

ok so, im turning 16 tomorrow!(yay) well, sense my parents really dont care about much, they game me their credit cards, gave me a spending limit, and told me to order anything i wanted online. i love playing the drums, so i made it a drummers birthday. well all the drum stuff came in today and now im pumped! haha it makes me forget how lifeless my parents are! (what parent issues? haha)
ok well ill post something tomorrow (or the next day... haha)
peace!

ok so just watched a coming out video of a 13 year old. i was awe struck after a watched it. i've never really talked about my sexuality. i mean i talked about a girl hear and there, and i think maybe even a guy, but never really went deep.